well lets just say that im feeling rather homesick already. the life and the experience that i had expected and sought can be said to deviate quite differently from what i am in now.
there is nothing wrong with the host family im staying now. but maybe their lifestyle and ambience is just different from my own. at times, i just feel so much alienated; an intruder; someone who shouldnt be here.
i need to keep myself busy and entertained. yet i often found myself stuck at home; lying on the bed; watching loads of tv; taking longer baths; anything to look that im busy enough.
i cant wait to have my friends and sister to be here. it will definitely bring some cheer into my life now. these few days have been just ups and downs.
and i often asked myself whats wrong
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PAMPAMPAM!! you'll emerge much stronger after this, jia you jia you!!!
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31 May, 2009 07:16